tomboy

2011-12-26T02:06:00.000+08:00

this post was from super long ago.. lol
just around a few hours ago was christmas!
wanna wish everyone Merry Christmas! :)
sighs.. my life is so boring..
lol okays.. shall talk bout the stuffs tat happened today :)
first, i lai chuan again this morning :P hehe tat kinda explains why i was late for the service and kinda missed the worship.. lol but it was ok.. lol i've heard sarah sing before so i didn't really miss out much :P lol i managed to catch the play done bout our very own webs, voices helpers and spiders :D
hehe!! Hyren acted as Mary, Sean acted as Joseph, Nick Sii was the ANGEL xD, Gilbert was the mid wife lol kinda the doctor la xP, Ps Matt was a rapper hahahahaa!!! there wa also a room service person and another rapper :D the play was super good!! hehee!! enjoyed it like crazy :P AWESOME JOB GUYS!! haha then i went to wrap the gift for the secret Santa :D hehe!! i wrapped like 5layers of the paper hahahaha!!! sarah wu got it!!! HAHAHAAA!! she ripped it open hahahaa! mag got a really awesome present xD it was supposed to be mine but i act stupid and changed it :P HAHAHAA!! yeah.. my 'secret santa' was nat lol hehe :) hahaha i sound so kiddish! :x

just wish tat he would at least send me one simple text.. AHHHHHH!!! >.< anything random also good.. i also happy.. dun torture me liao la!! i feel like i'm being replaced by ... :x making me super jealous!!!!

2011-12-06T18:37:00.001+08:00

things have been so hot and cold between us tats so hard to talk to u..

honestly, i miss the old you but there's really nothing i can do..

you didn't even come over to show any concern when i injured myself yesterday..

kinda sad and dissappointed la.. honestly speaking..

are you trying to make me give up on u?

cos i really do feel like letting go..

you've hurt me like tons of times.. tat i dun even noe wat to do now..

feel damn disheartened..

but still thank God for providing me wif ppl to cheer, lead, listen and talk to.. :)

really wanna run and hide nowadays..

i just keep thinking bout u and its killing me to know tat things will nvr feel nor be the same..

i miss you..

but whenever i miss you, i'll look at the sky and rmb tat no matter wat happens, u're still under the same sky and breathe the same air..

sighs.. i wanna see u!!

i miss talking to u all day like almost non-stop..

and all those late nite chats..

pei~ing me till i finish my work like damn late at nite..

comforting me whenever i'm sad and making me laugh at the most ridicious stuffs..

sighs..

all those feelings are killing and eating me..

you dun see my heart crying on the inside..

i may not be the prettiest, nicest, but i'm willing to be there to listen and give you the love and attention you've always wanted.

whenever i wanna give up, i'll always rmb why i've held on for so long..

so stop hurting me and come back to me..

i'll wait..

text me..

talk to me..

but dun make me wait for too long.. i'm scared i'll die on the inside..

2011-05-20T21:41:00.005+08:00

ok i realised tat i didn't post this one so just post lorh just keep as memory.

alot of things have been happening in my life recently...many ups n downs
FRIENDSHIPS THING!~
okays

me wif huiwen n ah mong! LOL!

all 7 of us!

grp pic!

sian pose!

ah mong's hee!

angry faces!

sometimes i really wonder if all tat is really worth it! forget it! i'll post another post on tat matter later now, main focus! chill n go to sleep! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! FUCKING BITCH!!!

2011-04-24T20:59:00.003+08:00

okays just gonna blog abit...

lately alot of stuff happened but not gonna post on tat...

thursday had fajar run day & artz fiesta...

Runday...
very tiring...
asthma acted up...used the inhaler but not much use so had to use the oxygen thingy... felt alot better after using it...as they were announcing the to 10 for all the levels,it started to rain... when they finally released us from the runday, it was pouring like nobody's business liddat... many decided to run in he rain...at first i share umbella wif jiahui de but her umbella isn't exactly tat big for the both of us...so, i decided to run since i was already quite wet...passed all my stuff to jiahui n RAN haha lol... met sandra, candis, serena, fathin, hamira they all... hamira was jumping all around n splashing us wif the water although we were already wet like crazy...when we reached the mrt, lots of fajarians were already there, soaked wet...lol the whole mrt wet like crazy! haha could see the mrt people looking pissed...lol hahahahaahahahahahhaahahahaha! took the bus wif aletheia, jiejian, sandra n wenqian to aletheia's house...then went to the kopitiam there to makan haha went to play swing...after that went to aletheia's house...played around...went home then went back to her house again...changed then somehow, managed to make aletheia go wif me for the artz fiesta...

ARTZ FIESTA...
missed the dance part... :'(
but watever...lol following are the pics tat are copywritted frm candis's blog :) haha

me wif candis!

me wif hohoho no.2

me wif qiuxuan!

me,aletheia,sandra,wenqian

after the event, went to eat dou hua then went home...reached home at around 12am? lol haha but really enjoyed myself hehe! lol

GOOD FRIDAY
spent the day wif my family...bought clothes! LOL haha was dead beat lol...

next day, P.O.P at mdm joyce's house...
we bbq~ed haha...not bad la...just felt abit idk how describe...

me wif the 2 cheese hotdog tat i made...lol its BURNT! lol haha

sometime later, we gathered in the room for tabboo lol basially, my grp won so the other grp had to finish up the food tat we couldn't finish...after tat, was announcements then the annoucements of the new roles...i was made games head n took over jinwen as sq2 leader...idk how to do it! damn scared im not up for the job...all i noe is tat no matter wat, i'll make sure my sq gets the info tat they nid for the next parade...liddat will be easier on everybody...not gonna say anything bout the issue le...jinwen is the csm+logistic head! tessa acsm+admin! melissa sq1 leader+devotion head! me sq2 leader+games head! huiwen sq3leader! lol sec2s oso got their positions...but im lazy n forgot most of it so nt gonna say bout it...but, wanna say this to candis...even thugh u not in devotion, u can still do well in games de! :) dun sad le kays!

went for OMG which is the easter event...
was kana dissapointed cos none of them turned up...but watever...the thing is i enjoyed myself n im still gonna continue to invite them next time cos i wan them to cum to church n get to noe more bout god :) haha...

OMG
it was not bad...
ezra was mj...lol the funny pastor oso acted damn funny! haha the bruce lee damn funny...lady gaga was dressed wif the plastic chicken! lol made alot of noise...lol my phone died on me in between the talk show...so i was like sian! cos i couldn't msg! ... haha went to press the chicken after the show...lol nicolette tried but got scared by gaga...lol hahaa felt abit left out cos all the people tat i was hanging wif was frm swiss cottage so i felt like maybe i should go home instead of supper wif them...to yeah went home...

next day...went to church...was late again...EnEn briefed me bout wat we're doin today...was kinda out of sorts today...maybe tired...did the stuff...prayed for a p5...he's very cute...fatfat de...lol after tat we had dg time my grp got 2more members! :) haha today we shared bout our experience in last week walk thingy...after tat we released them to go home...went to yellow benches to hellp collect the consent forms for next week's prayer wall painting consent form...then went to get lunch...ate abit then pastorr matt came to get us to see the grace santuary...its quite big! lol imagined abit of how we think its gonna be like...haha after tat, then went up to eat finish lunch then started to do hw then fart man came over to chat...lol haha he's not bad in entertaining me...lol haha...i really studied manz...lol went to play frisbee wif the guys n gals outside cos i felt like i really cannot study le...haha...scored abit today...intercepted the frisbee a few times...lol walk wif them to bpp...lol then took bus back...went to buy dinner...then went home lorh...tired!

its already gonna be exam period le but i feel so freaking sian manz...
ARGH! must study! shit! i hate myself for being a person who is lacking so much self-discipline... haiz...gonna study somemore...bye~

2011-04-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

shit la! my phone kana confiscated,sim card's missing no spare phone argh! this is stupid! haiz...could it really have something to do wif ta thing? i really wonder...things are happening...especially bad ones... haiz...i really hope tat nothing bad will happen liao... haiz sometimes, its not i dun wanna tell u but its just tat im scared tat ur response would be cold... haiz...it sux to be misunderstood... at first, i felt really confused especially wif all those stuffs tat were happening in my life...i sometimes wonder to myself if those people are gonna stick wif me even when times are bad or will run away n leave me abandoned, feeling all alone but i still can't figure things out cos u guys have been giving me the hot n cold treatment...haiz...im really praying hard lorh...tat god will show me the choice to take whether or not i should continue to press on...haiz...i really dk... really felt tat the sermon on 9/4/11, was god who was speaking to me...telling my tat i've been decceived by the devil...tat i needed to get rid of...haiz...i dun mind sharing this, lol i laid before the alter, my ezlink which is meant to represent my identity the rest of the info is kinda private so not gonna share bout it here...but if u wanna noe, n i feel like its ok if u noe, i'll tell u...lol haha... :P super thankful to noe joanna :) she's so sweet n nice! glad tat i shared wif her...free so much more relaxed after the 'date' lol haha nick dun jealous kays! ahahaaa :D okays...gotta go...byes~

2011-03-20T19:06:00.006+08:00

our buffet food to celebrate victory for 38 coy! haha

special nite...

eating the food...

preparing for special nite n painting our design on the flag

huga wuga supa sanba's grp pic

grp pic after the performance

the food we cooked during field cooking...lol yummy!

another view of the buffet dinner we had

everybody b4 drill com...haha

okays this are the pics tat i wanted to share haahaa :)

all were taken during the recruitment camp :)

2011-03-15T11:45:00.002+08:00

haha!
38 coy got SILVER for drill com! haha
damn happy!
when they were announcing the results, we all damn nervous! when we heard the announcer say 38coy achieved a silver award, all of us screaamed! haha super happy! when they said tat, i screammed like crazy then the tears started to stream downn my cheeks man! damn happy! i rmb my teeth 'shivering' like crazy...damn nervous...but after the slow march part, more confident haha...lol we all banged together! hahaa! :D

came back frm camp yesterday! lol
oh i've to be honest wif myself...was kinda disaapointed wif myself n the grp...but watever...haha we played n got to noe each other better...
hope my grp's ppl will open up faster...
for the special nite, my grp did tarzan haha
i was the TARZAN! haha! jinwen's jane, clara's the narrator, charmaine n vegas is jinwen's 'parents' huiling n huiting are jane's friends lol
haha
clara brought eye liner...so, she draw for all of us...my got 2 whiskers...lol haha...wa got ppl say i look pretty leh...lol it felt GOOD to hear tat! haha lol
haha....lol

after camp, went to plaza wif huiwen n melly to get somethings for some things haha! :P
went back to sch...played wif sir chris's daughter she's damn cute! haha :D
borrowed the indices worksheet for xw copied it then went home at around 3+ liddat

today had to be in sch for maths catch up lessons had to be there by 8am... was late by 5mins? lol met clara halfway through...she was chiong~ing from band to class...haha...we chiong up there mr joseph teaching le...he got us to take out our foolscrap paper n i endeed up being santa claus...lol gave almost everybody a piece...in the end i no more foolscape paper lol...haha stayed back aft the lesson to continue more...haiz...sianz...after lessons, went to 163 to get luncch for me n my sis...n it was not even 11m yet...lol haha...bought le go home...played guitar for awhile ...........did stuff haha...

lol just for entertainment!
im stalking candis! hahaa...lol jkjk

gtg le...bye~

2011-03-02T20:28:00.004+08:00

ok
recently, im irrited very easily lately...haiz...
even the slightest things make me wanna go crazy n scream!
haiz...
fart man has been a really great msg buddy lol
haha

fart man!
thanks for being such a friend! haha n thanks for the songs :) lol haha
thanks for pei~ing me whenn i had to study till late at nite lol
plus chatting wif me to keep company even when im down :)
dun regret knowing u :)
LOL!
that her must really cherish u horh lol
after all that u've done for her...
:)
jiayous! n dun be like tat guy in tat video! be brave! lol
haha

okays....
today had to go n get my ic photo taken...
the uncle take until my face look so fat! haha
lol
today got poa hw...
haiz...dun really understand wat the paper writing then idk where to credit the a/c sia...
haiz!
oh ya!
today i realised tat xiangwoon's voice is very alike to jason pngpngpng leh!
actually is vanny first realise de...lol
haha
today very sianz...
heng no cca today...
tmr got drill training! n drill com dates are getting nearer liao leh! now already 2march...drill com is on 12march!
ahhhhhhh! to fast sia!
im feeling scared now...
scared tat i'll make mistakes...
scared tat i'll forget the timing
scared tat i'll anticipate the timing...
scared tat i'll cos the squad to minus marks...
scared tat i'll excute the action for the wrong commands...
scared tat i won't perform well wif so many eyes staring at me!
haiz!
i really wish from the bottom of my heart tat we'll make our company proud!

i'll say tat all of us (gb girls) improved alot together!
now, we bang wif one sound! haha
i still rmb how we used to bang...haha...we used to call it something like elephant poo...
lol
:)
haiz...i always have a hard overcoming myself this obstacle...
my mind is stopping me!
haiz...i really wanna overcome it!
it's so extra!
it keep refraining me from doin stuff...
sick n tired of it!

oh ya...haiz...
silly me! i gave away 5marks for my maths test today leh!
damn wasted!
or else i could've scored even better lorh!
ended up only scoring 5/15 leh!
walao!
my common test damn lan!
i only scored for physics,chem n poa lorh...
the rest i think i fail liao....
haiz...when are we gonna get back our eng paper? i wanna noe my results although only 6 people from my class passed...haiz
i wanna be one of the people who passed the paper!
haiz!
sianz!

tmr got drill training... :) idk why but i think im getting addicted to drills lol
drilling every now n then...lol
haha
:) but it's kinda good! :) haha

haiz...gotta go...blog next time...

2011-02-05T12:57:00.001+08:00

haha...
ok...very long nvr blog liao so...gonna blog lorh... :P
haha...
haiz...ok...this year, my subject combination is... D&T,POA, E maths,elective geog + ss, combine chem n physics,mt,eng...
haha
poa has been kinda fun...haha
although at some point in time u won't understand wat ms cheong is talkin bout...
hahaa
but its kinda fun :P
haha
got my phone this year...
nokia brand
haha
ok la...not tat bad...haha at least got a phone...haha :P
went for camp
did lots of things...
haha...sianz...
common test coming...
nid go back into study mode le...
gotta go...byebye

2010-12-20T15:16:00.004+08:00

Yo!
camp (in)credible has ended...
at first i tot tat it was gonna be a disater
haha
but after i kinda 'warmed up' wif my grp, i realised it wasn't as bad as u expect...
haha
my grp members are: charmaine, nicholas, gerald, darren, lorenz,edwin,jing yi,joy & nelson
and our grp name is...THE THING!
haha
theres a total of 10 grps...
The Thing, Superman, The Hulk, Wolverine, Spiderman, Batman, Green Lantern, Cyclops & Flash
:)
i love my grp alot! :) haha
they all hyper de :) haha
ok la most of them :)
i wan thank charmaine for pei-ing me through the camp though zy keep running over
haha
my grp played big fish~small fish, chop chilies~, chucky chucky, sa etc
haha
:)
i think i won't forget the events tat happen in this camp
all the fun happenings...
i miss those moments already!
:(
i miss camp (in)credible!
im missing the wet games (wipeout), the scissor paper stone(on chairs), the games....
haiz...
my grp rocks ttm!
oh ya my grp challenged nelson to lose 10kg by the end of the camp...
haha
but he FAILED
n we're goin to seoul garden to eat! :) haha
most likely on the 24th which is christmas eve!
haha
:)
haha
*smilesmile*
hehe!
tmr got work...
then got meeting on the 22th wif ms kwek
oso celebrating christmas wif nerdz!
:)
haha
my wallet got a bigbig hole liao! haha
:(
haha
okay gotta go :)
BYEBYE!

2010-11-22T19:35:00.002+08:00

very long never update liao so.....
hahahahahahahaha!
now wif ah bu! ~aletheia
:)
went to her house
watch abit of rugby...tv...n stuff :)
then went to ite buy lunch! :)
yummy!
i bought duck noodles wif lots of sauce :P hahaha
aletheia bought kway chap :)
haha went underblock to eat
oh ya we oso bought each a cup de peppermint smoothie n sandwich ( we shared :P haha! i wanted to snatch aletheia's lettuce :X but...FAILED! :( haha)
then went to buy peach tea frm the mama shop...
went back to aletheia's house to find tat her sis wasn't at home...
haha...
used com
then aletheia hor stmbled on some blogs tat featured FOOD!
made us super hungry! nvm...
nid go liao...next time then update... :)
bye! :)

2010-06-22T16:31:00.002+08:00

haha

that time tessa jio me for the movie...at lot1

with tom, terrence, joseph, lee zi, kenny, jun chang, dong sheng & darren

haha

around 8+ she called me ask whether wanna go...

then on lorh!

we watched karate kid until around 12

this was after the movie

i reached home at arond 1+

kays...

gotta go...

byebye

2010-06-09T13:41:00.002+08:00

HELLO! ^^
haha...

yesterday was my bday! LOL!

didn't really do anything...

haha

i was spamming ppl's phones

haha

alot of ppl msged me to wish me

haha

my MERLION which is melissa,

called me at 12am sharp to wish me

i was so touched!

haha!

so sweet sia she...

haha!

on facebook, got 77 ppl wished me happy birthday leh!

haha!

went to tessa's house first
haha

she n xuanting was there to give me my bday presents

haha

on my way there, got ppl threw an egg frm a blk nearly hit me leh!

WAOLAO!

HAHA!

make me jump....

i tok scare sia!

ok nvm

after eating lunch,

went to sch for training

on my way,

met weiloon n he wished me happy bday

LOL!

haha
then when i reached softball area that time,

everybody looked at me like they were up to something

super freaky sia

waolao!
then at training, i felt like i starting to get back stamina....

haha

lol!

haha

we did fence batting,long hit, throw ball....

then we had a slow pitch game...

haha

after the small game,

we did warm down

after we kept the equiment,

serena, fathin n hamirah gave me a present

haha

its a necklace!

they sang the birthday song for me

then......

someone grabbed me

n the rest poured water on me

haha

i was screaming!

stupid leh!

coach still down there laughing

so bad!

haha

waolao i was drenched!

Grrrr!

went to change into dry clothes

then went home

haha

reached somewhere near my house, met my mum

so...

went up together....

reached home,

sis told me my dad wanted to go out celebrate...

so..we went out...

ate dinner......

went home

msged back those who msged me

haha!

oh ya here are some pics frm cpl camp which i took frm tessa's blog!
:) enjoy!

gb hq

before the camp start! haha!

after camp! SEE we so HAPPY!

haha! merlion blurblur de!

haha! Pose gal! :P

gotta go!

byes!

2010-05-13T14:09:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl!
exams are finally over!
hehe!
now in library...
surfing net....
n chatting with ppl
:)
today was art paper...
it was kinda okay
haha
but i feel that my art not gd n nice....
:(
aiya dun care liao lah
hahas
feeling tired liao...
byes

2010-05-12T16:35:00.003+08:00

hello!
today had another paper...
MATHS!
haiz i think i didn't do well
haiz watever...
anyway, found some photos so...
gonna post them... :)

ahh! im so shocked! :P LOL!

say cheez! xD

haha! another act shock pose... :)

:)
thats all for today...
see ya...
*waves*

2010-05-05T14:47:00.002+08:00

hi
currently in sch library...
checking my stuff...
erm....today music had a 'test'
kinda silly but fun...
after music was eng...
ms tan didn't come so...
free period...
^^
then recess
then mt
then sci...
for sci, i kinda understand wat they're talking bout liao...
after sci was geog...
kinda boring
then end sch
went to eat lunch with melissa, vanessa n limin
:)
ate rice
then in library liao lorh...
:)
okay...
gotta go...
byebye
*wave*

2010-04-27T16:22:00.002+08:00

hello...
today nothing much happened...
at first today not planning to go to sch de...
budden suddenly rmb that today got home econ presentation...
so hurried to sch...
haiz...
i was EARLY!
=P
i tot sure late de...
ok...sch time...
first 3 periods was home econ
then ce...
mdm tan like very ji dong when she talked bout our skirts sia...
haiz
she like super controlling to her child sia...
then keep complimenting her kid....
like we care sia...
after ce recess
after recess english...
watched the ending of bruno...
saddening sia...
haiz...
bruno died leh!
so poor thing...
he was innocent leh!
haiz...
after eng was 2 periods of maths...
didn't really feel like listening...
after maths was assembly....
was bout dance...
assembly ended at 2PM leh!
extra 30mins
evrytime liddat....
so idoitic...
had lunch with gaozhen n verlynn
then we talked bout poetary slam...
after that here im blogging...
anyway, tessa 'mei didn't cum sch today...
sadded
haiz later goin her house pass her notes...
tmr got fajar run...
sianz
they say got prizes n medals for top 10
hehe!
i kinda trying to aim for tat...
=P
dunnoe whether can anot...
praying hard
this friday is first paper liao
...chinese...
haven't study chinese...
haiz
nvm
gotta go...byes
*wave*

2010-04-23T13:48:00.002+08:00

hello...
in sch libary again...
with jinwen,vanessa n melissa :)
they now doin abit of studying....
i oso nid go studying soon liao
....
clara laulau beside me!
AHHHHHHHH!
today first period geography...
quite ok lorh...
then pe do five station...
recess
after recess was science...
i stayed awake through the lesson although i was having a headache...
but verlynn fell asleep...
after science was english...
headache worst....
sianz
after eng, sch ended!
yAy!
LOL!
then ya...im here...
btw, tessa got back her phone!!!
so happy!
lol!
okay...gonna study...
byebye!
xD

2010-04-22T15:34:00.002+08:00

Hello!
currently blogging at com lab...
haha...
jinwen,melissa,vanessa oso here but they not using com....
haiz
lately alot of problems arised in both class n gb...
ppl involved in the problems are mainly sec2s but some others 'extraed' in oso
n i dun like it
cos i rather we fight it out n settle everything on our own
i can't stand ppl telling me how i should live me life or do watever things
cos i find it very irritating
so just get lost
i wan give whoever attitude oso my prob right so ya just dun care bout me la
ok now bout the shouting in class on tuesday
i was sitting at tessa n huiwen's place....
n i shouted at mrs ho during contact time
cos she kaobei me
then use her paper to hit my shoulder n i dun like it
so i immediately shouted at her that she doesn't have the right to hit me....
n somemore...
after some time, went back to my sit
then after awhile, she cried....
but in the end we apologised to each other...
then everything ended
Ahhhhhhhh! clara beside me!
anyway, goin off...
byes!

2010-04-13T15:26:00.002+08:00

YOYOYO!
blogging again :)
hahas so long didn't blog
now dunnoe wan write wat...
aiya...nid go liao...
byebye

2010-04-06T15:28:00.002+08:00

recently wouldn't be using com liao...
gonna post some pics :)
took some pics frm sugarbaby's blog :)

gtg...
byebye

2010-03-26T16:40:00.003+08:00

mei & me... XD

heyhey!
long time never post liao...
now at tessa mei's house slacking
now a days in sch everytime slp...
not listening to lessons :P
today got back result slip....failed two sub
maths n science...
sadded
my dad sure scold de lorh
today got geog...damn boring...slept...basula sure complain to my mum de
then mr siao never come so no pe...actually kinda happy cos feeling very sian
hehe! chatted with mei n huiwen
then recess...ate mee rebus...LOL!
science...cher so early cum...sianz
now not so interested in science liao....cos mr faizal not teaching us liao
mr chua's lesson kinda sux
then got eng...
do dunnoe wat group discussion...
sianz
after sch...
went to 7-eleven buy food then ate with mei, huiwen downstairs mei's house...
chatted.......................
halfway through, got alot ppl oso go there waqn settle thing with some fajar tech ppl
then after awhile, huiwen left...
mei & i went stairs slack...then go her house....
slacked awhile then bathe together...LOL!
HEHE!
she help me tie my hair...
LOL!
later nid go sch again...at 6.45pm
for some streaming biefing...sianz got a feeling that i'll fall asleep...
:P

2010-02-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

hellooooooooooo
very tired...
post abit jiu goin liao
:P
i suddenly wonder whether it harms to sometimes think of him
something must be wrong with me...
nvm im not gonna talk bout it liao...
nites ppl

2010-02-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

halo...
currently feeling tired...
there is pe tmr n we will be running outside sch...
3.6km leh!
there is oso training after sch...
serena isn't coming for training tmr...
so...
ya very sian
i was chosen by coach to be the catcher...
so i have been practising abit here n there...
whenever me n nicia was free n when we feel like training
:P
haha
there is more n more hw
n i can't really concentrate in class
cos ppl r playing a fool,making noise...
its damn irritating sia
....
anyway im bucking up especially on my maths
which is good la...
LOL
im still learning to manage my time well
especially with cca n sch work...
ya...
k...
i dunnoe wat i wan say liao....
haha
nvm
i must JIAYOUS!
ok...nites!
^^

2010-01-22T23:05:00.002+08:00

today went to sch...
rained... :(
study study study
then during chinese tat time, headache
then then sleep...
nvm goin off
:)

2010-01-20T23:36:00.003+08:00

Hello!
sry didn't relly blog lately
busy with sch stuff
...
today went for a scoring workshop...
haha
still ok lorh
learnt new things
*smiles*
today went to sch then bag broke *sadded*
now thinking wat bag to bring tmr
sianz
dunnoe leh...
wanna bring the black one but then feel like bringing the grey one
:(
wat bag should i bring?
stupid la y must it break?
sadded
nvm
gotta go bye
*waves*

2010-01-06T22:14:00.001+08:00

hello
this few days start sch liao
very sian leh
haha
first day i fall down three times leh!
not happy!
IDOIT!
goin off liao bye

2009-12-08T20:47:00.014+08:00

halo everybody!
haha
today woke up at i think 1+pm
haha
very tired lehhhh
haha
past few days had been goin 4 camp
haha
it was fun manz
but oso tiring
haha
on the 4th we had a match for the B girls with NanHua
haha
then play lorh...
i oso dunnoe who win...
haha
ok after that went to eat with serena n hamireh
haha

4th Dec:
7.35pm liddat then i leave house 4 camp
haha
late liao
haha
after that at sch liao cannot find them then met bing hong n kavi
so they lend me the phone to call lorh
haha
after that found them
then we sit awhile
then play game
then talk talk talk
then after tat
we went down to the artzhub
then we go do the camp stuff liao lorh
then me n huimin went to do the water bomb
haha
i do until my hand kana cut
haha
then now still pain
haha
do until i think 10.45pm
(i think)
haha
then she left me
after like quite some time later yongyi n melina came in to help me
haha
then we do do do
talk talk talk
after that yongyi wan say its a vampire
then her its sounded like a scream
haha
then after that 'scream' melina screamed then i scream
haha
like do ra me
haha
then after like 5mins i think
ms ye came in and tell us not to scream lorh
after a long while
venessa came in
damn scary siol
scare all of us
haha
then do until we dun feel like doin liao,
we went into the artzhub to rest
haha
then at around 12.30am we all hungury liao ma
so we say we all go eat supper
haha
when we were waiting 4 the key to open the gate...haha
then that bb de guy walking slowly towards us ma
then venessa suddenly say can u walk faster...
woah we all like damn surprised siol
haha
went went to mac n eat first
then we go 7-11 buy things for the next day's breakfast
haha
we bought bread n sunkist orange juice
haha
then went back sch around 2am liddat
then all go sleep
at nite damn cold siol
haha

5th Dec:
wake up
brush teeth
change clothes
haha
eat breakfast
make water bomb
girls come
play with them
do the flag n identity thingy+cheer
lunch
do somemore water bombs with qianlin
then i gotta go prepare 4 my game station...
do already then ythe bb go take my bucket of water
then time wasted...
they very bad lorh
make me all wet siol
my game was spongy head or somethig...
haha
made them laugh by making those stupid kissing sounds + iluvu....
hahaha
but very fun
then after tat is the soap wrestling
fun leh
haha
thn we all go shower
eat dinner
session1...
night games...
supper
reflections thingy
stupid la
i collect already forget to hand in...
sianz
then my group -points
sadded
haha
then i went to re-bathe
haha
then go sleep

6th Dec:
wake up(i damn late then wake up...)
haha
then hurry up wash up
do the morning exercise thingy
breakfast
QT
then amazing race
haha
we kinda left sch at 11am (i think)
we started off...

haha starting pic

had to go to city vibe de mos burger

then we went to vivo de daiso

outside daiso

then we went to thiong bahru plaza
for lunch break
the went to dunnoe where for the guessing game...

i think that 1 was swimming

our back view...nice?

forget liao

this 1 should be basketball

then we went to jurong shopping centre
haha on our way there we playd a fool lorh...
we all pretended to sleep then ms ye took a pic for us
haha

this one is mi ! haha

this 1 is the group together ! nice ? cute ?

go buy 4 items tat cost $4
then when we were at the mrt station tat time we met jamie
then we when to jurong east interchange
then qianlin go with ms ye to ask bout the bus thingy
then we went to causeway point
it was so embarrassing
we didn't read the clue properly
then each one of us did 60 starjump n 30 situps
sianz
then lastly we went back to sch...
we were neck to neck with jiangyin's group...
so run lorh
haha at first we first de
but cos we take hint then 10min penalty
so in the end 2nd
but it was fun in the end
XD
after that we play abit lorh...
then got debrief
then the girls go shower we alumni go practise our dance...
we dance 'nobody'
haha
yongyi teach de
haha
she very pro sia
we practise awhile
then we nid help out for the special dinner
then later it was session2...
the fun nite
haha
i play the last 1
haha
then when i going to play that time they say they go practise first
the i hurry up go join them
then got the prize presentation
then supper + photo taking
wash up
sleep

7th Dec:
wake up late again
haha
breakfast
QT
outdoor survival cooking
....
i burnt myself on my leg...
painz :(
eat the things i cook
area cleaning+packing
angel n mortal
sharing
vesper
break camp

after the camp, i went home to change then i had to rush to sch for training liao
then in the LRT
i nearly fell off my sit...
stupid lorh
then at training i very sianz
after training went with hameriah n serena to plaza
i bought slupree n mashed potatoes
then i went home liao
went home too tired to go out liao
hahahaha
then i around 11+ jiu sleep liao
hahaa
tired siol
ok gtg
byes
Gr@cE hO

2009-12-03T01:23:00.002+08:00

yesterday woke up at around 12.10pm
then rush like siao
then lunch is a bread...
haha
stupid lorh
then rush to sch for training
haha
i feel that training was very relaxed lorh
haha
n it ended super early...
then after training went to lot1 together with siethung
we went to grab a bite
after that we went to aries
to buy my things lorh
after that went to walk abit lorh
then went home
haha
i go home then start to use com n watch tv
ahaha
ya lorh...
use until now lorh...
friday got friendly match with nanhua...
haha
gtg liao
blog more later
bye for now

2009-12-01T15:18:00.002+08:00

yesterday had training
it was tiring siol
haha
(the physical part)
hahaha
i muscle ache sia
sianz
slept at around 4am liddat
haha
dunnoe just couldn't sleep
woke up at dunnoe wat time
haha
after tat i think i on the com n started using
haha
i use damn long sia
had lunch at 3+
haha
ate cup noodles+peach tea
haha
i dun like the cup noodles
not nice to eat de
haha
then i think i watch tv n use com
haha
then call mdm cindy for some camp stuff
but she didn't pick up the phone...
sad
haha
but then at around 6+ she called me
then talk awhile
then my mum call
then i go out liao lorh
go cut hair
haha
cut until quite short siol
haha
i feel like my hair now very light
haha
gtg
bb

2009-11-29T19:13:00.002+08:00

2day slack
hahaha
woke up at 10+
went to watch tv n use com
then eat lunch
then went to church to pass the gb hw lorh
go liao
then noe she go off liao
sadded
sian lorh
after that
when to lot1
just nice met kelly
haha
she's alone ma
so walk together lorh
bought some camp stuff
ok gtg liao
bb

2009-11-23T23:07:00.002+08:00

2day woke up late
haha
i think is around 11am liddat wake up
then .....
nvm post next time
gtg liao
bb

2009-11-21T21:07:00.001+08:00

2day was quite okok lorh...
went to sec sch 4 gb...
darren was the C.O.S
haha
i keep on wrong sia 2day
in drilling
so embarrassing sia
i 2day keep on saying shit...
haha
wrong again n again
hate it sia
2day jiale,dj n park yong came back frm bb side
then frm gb side is aliena n shuna
haha...
during singsperation mdm chin suddenly stand beside me...
scare me sia
she sing like omg lorh
haha
she stand beside me werid werid de
haha
no offense
after singsperation got CE
with mrs wong
the talk bout the prodical's son de story
haha
i heard alot alot of times le
after that she give us oreo n chocolate
the seniors say the chocolate got wine
haha
dunnoe...
i haven't eat the chocolate yet...
haha
after CE was badge work with mdm chin
for badge work we did on the god's creation...
the first day create wat...
until the 7th day
must colour somemore...
sianz
i lazy sia
haha
after her lesson we jiu got drill le...
stupid lorh...
i keep on wrong de
sadded
i trying hard liao but still bad...
very sad
haha
nvm
after drill got games
after gb went home change
then go pri sch
then stay there until around 5+
after that jiu go home liao
gtg liao
bb

2009-11-20T18:10:00.002+08:00

2day bored sia
woke up at 1.30pm
hahaha
im so bored
so bored
so bored
later then post more...
now very sian...

2009-11-19T20:58:00.002+08:00

hoping tat my com won't give mi problem...
keep on got problem...
sian sia
very tired...
2day went to help out at the pri sch bazzar...
they got the informal prize giving practise
...
then 2day rain very long sia...
we slack in oasis...
haha
tired now...
yesterday training tiring siol
muscles are aching
sadsadsad
haha
very bored
tmr nothing on...
sure will be bored de...
:(
hahahaaha
gtg
bb

2009-11-17T22:28:00.002+08:00

lately keep on falling sick...
now still got a bit cough n headache
n my muscles ache all over
haha
cos yesterday got training
n tmr got training
so...
very tired...
hahahaha

2009-11-11T23:09:00.002+08:00

2day come back frm camp...
very tired but fun

9 Nov:
report 2 sch
take bus to labordor campsite...
went to hall
talk talk talk
go to our bunks
then forget le...
idk
i think is eat lunch
nvm...
move on

10 Nov:
wake up at 6...

gtg
nvm continue tmr
haaha tmr class outing...
dunnoe if can wake up sia...
haha...
very tired...
gtg
bb

2009-11-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

2day got gb...
very sianz...
last nite polished my boots...
2day it was kinda gone...
nvm i tmr thn polish...
haha
2day gb like very little ppl
sian lorh...
the C.O.S make me laugh lorh...
hahaa
after roll call
got singsperation
then sing finish then 1 sir talk 2 us...
after tat got badge work...
got test...
on total defense...
i dunnoe a few...
i scared fail sia...
after tat got drill...
at first when shuna tell us we have drilled 4 40mins le...
we didn't believe...
cos it didn't feel like 40mins
haha
after tat drill some more...
wenqian 2day at drill very funny
haha
after drill jiu dismiss le...
2day end early...
gtg
bb

grace ho

2009-11-05T22:13:00.002+08:00

this holiday very bored...
everybody cca or else go camp...
very sian sia...
im so bored........
having camp in a few days...
class outing oso soon...
very sian...
got all this things to do...
but...
still very bored...
hahahaha
now watching tv...
boredboredbored...
haha
lost my packing list for camp...
call ppl
then they either at camp, cca, can't reach...
sianz....
wateva.............
gtg...........
bb

Gr@cE hO

2009-10-27T19:29:00.002+08:00

ok i 2day in a not so good mood...
haha
but im goin to be damn hyper n good in no time...
2day waked up late at 8+ then wake up
then
2day went out with melissa...
2day waked up late at 8+ then wake up
then 8.15 need meet her le...
heng she was patient lorh...
we went to play badminton with some of her other friends...
at first was really very very weird...
haha...
but after like i think 2hrs+
then jiu not so bad le...
but now still feels a bit werid lorh...
ok they r kinda lan in badminton...
haha...
seriously lorh...
haha...
i play with melissa until very shoik(dunnoe how spell)
watever la...
haha...
at first until 12 de then drag until 1...
then we walk(run)to lot 1 cos melissa needed to go home le...
stupid sia...
we walk until reaching lot 1 le
then a 307 past us by...
sian lorh...
in the end i say i eating lunch at lot 1
then she oso eat there...
after lunch she buy drink
then we go roof garden
there play abit...
then take lrt home...
haha...
sian lorh...
i come back a while then my sis come home le...
sianz....
gtg
bb

grace ho

2009-10-24T22:00:00.002+08:00

2day got gb...
woke up exactly at 6.30am...
ironed my uniform again...
then spent a really long tim doin my hair...........
hen left house...
went to house lorh....
sian sia....
at gb,
nanfong c.o.s.....
sian lorh...
he stand down there can see his nipple lorh....
haha....
i so bad....
i just now almost burst out laughing...
hahaaha.....
idoitic sia....
ok lets forget bout hm now....
then after roll call,
got singsperation(dunnoe how 2 spell)
after that got c.e.
then after that got some total defence lesson...
after that jiu drill le...
drill finish le,
change
then jiu games le lorh...
games play 'DONKEY'
gwen kana the most...
hahahahahahaahaha..........
i kana only 'D'
haha...
after that then dismiss le lorh...
after that went to plaza lorh...
but it wasn't pleasant...
ok i dun wanna talk bout it
after plaza, then went home le
......................
gtg
bb

2009-10-23T11:39:00.002+08:00

i just got a cut
pain sia..........
sian lorh................
i wanna go out
dunnoe la.....
very lazy........
hahas.............
2day forgot about the e-learning
then woke up at 10+
hahaha...................
still very tired.............
dunnoe la........
gtg
bb

2009-10-19T00:06:00.002+08:00

to whoever i might have offened:
im sry if i offended u
i did some reflection of wat u all said
im trying hard to change for the better
but this kind of things take time
so give me time to change
im really trying hard

to those friends who has helped me:
thks gals ^^

2009-10-11T23:33:00.001+08:00

wao lau...
stop it lah...
its enough le...
u should be concentrating on ur papers...
stop spamming....
its irrating...
study is my main focus...
gtg
bb

grace ho

2009-10-08T20:34:00.002+08:00

those who r trying to make me break down,
try hard!
i will be stronger for myself
i will work harder then ever
i know i m kinda weak now
but....
i will be stronger by tmr!
i believe in myself!
i wouldn't let u knock me down
try harder...
its not gonna work on me...
i'll get to the bottom of everything,
sooner or later 1...
trust me...
going to study le...
bb

grace

2009-10-07T19:25:00.002+08:00

today again very tired...
2day again stay back at sch...
hahaha..
now i just wish that i can clarify somethings...
it sux...
i dunno how to say lah...
i feel like letting go
but...
i feel that its really very hard to do so...
i feel so lost...
i feel like crying so much this few days
i just dunno y
gtg
bb

grace

2009-10-06T23:22:00.002+08:00

haha... ^^
2day i met tok xie ying...
damn funny lorh...
haha...
i laugh until i stomachache lorh...
stupid sia...
hahaa...
very tired...
just now suddenly felt like crying...
dunno why...
very sian sia...
now really very tired
just now at lot1 study...
haha...
see i so guai...
hahaha....
stupid sia...
i gotta go now...
bye bye...

Gr@cE hO ^^

2009-10-04T12:55:00.002+08:00

hahahaha...
exams start le....
very sian....
hahaaha.....
ok...
i now gtg
bb

2009-09-24T16:36:00.002+08:00

stupid lah some ppl
nothing better to do huh?
come my blog spam
still dun dare to write name
.........
i lan de li ni zhe zhong ren.....
stupid.......
damn idoitic sia
this type of ppl

ok now i will move on to lately....
haha........
stupid sia exams so damn soon......
haha.....
only started to prepare a little bit only.....
hahaaaaa....
very tired sia
yesterday got softball....
very tired around 7+ then left the school...
with sie thung n hui xia....
hahahaha....
last friday we b-day bash someone loh...
hahhahaha...
that person is........
YiFang....
hahaha....
cos tat day muddy ma...
haha....
very sian
sat got outreach....
dunnoe whether i wanna go....
must see first ...
ok i now gotta go
bye bye

2009-09-17T15:54:00.003+08:00

i lost my skirt yesterday
damn sian loh
idoit
yesterday i also diao him loh
so sian
i hate it loh
n my com crash le this one at sch post de
hahaha
.........
hahahahhahaha
....................

2009-09-04T20:37:00.001+08:00

haha
tmr goin camp le
haha
but...
i know i'll still be missing him
...
nvm
........
very sian now
pack camp bag half way le...
haha
ok
gtg
bb

grace

2009-09-02T20:04:00.002+08:00

i m damn tired now
still gotta finish up that stupid pbl
artifact n powerpoint...
sian loh
stressed out now
but i just can't seem to get u off my mind
sry
i saw u today
...
ok nvm
gtg
bb

grace
still pondering over it

2009-09-01T19:04:00.002+08:00

i feel so hurt on the inside of me
i feel myself shutting off
i feel that im dying bit by bit
each time i see u i feel weaker
i feel like shutting down from everything
i just feel so damn weak
im hurted so damn badly
y does this have to happen?
can someone just help me?
y does it seem so hard to let go of it
i feel so sad n at the same time gulity
i dun feel like doin anything at all
wat should i do?
i miss u so badly
wat should i do
i cant write much here
in case some ppl will say all those things
*especially ..........
i just dunno wat to do
it hurts so badly
i just wanted u to be there when i needed u
i just can't take it anymore
i feel like breaking down
i want to cry my heart out
where was everybody when i needed u all?
y can't i just let go?
wat should i do?
wat can i do?
ahhhhhhhhhhh

2009-08-30T15:18:00.002+08:00

i fainted at gb yesterday ok
i lost my nametag
y does all this have to happen?
i miss u
i feel so weak lately
just trying to stay strong
but...
wat to do
i just cry so much lately
i hurt myself
i really m starting to can't take it le
help
pls just fall outta my mind
wat should i do
breaking down whenever i think about it
i m really trying to let go
i can't take it anymore
i m getting overly stressed le
gtg

2009-08-28T22:17:00.002+08:00

i dunno wats happening
i feel so empty n very overwhelmed with sadness n anger
i really dunno wat to do
y did we end up like this
i really want to let go
but...
i just can't seem to be able to let go
im so sry
lately i've been thinking of wat i can do
but i just dunno if i should
i know its really stressful
for everybody
but i just seem to be shutting myself off bit by bit
i m really going to break down sooner or later
i dunno
i just feel like breaking down
wat should i do?
believe me i m sry

i m stressed by school things too
but i just can't take my mind off somethings
i feel really empty
HELP..........
wat m i to do
ahhhhhhhhh
i really feel like screaming out loud
but...
its so late
maybe tmr loh
im trying to take us back to where we were before...
i know that i maybe seem to be a happy n strong person on the outside
but...
on the inside im actually very weak n overwhelmed by feelings
especially recently
sry
bye

filled with sadness n anger

2009-08-27T21:26:00.003+08:00

i think that things have been happening so fast lately
i really think that its time for things to slow down a bit
i really need to stop now
i m really going to breakdown sooner or later
i m really sry
maybe its because of stress
or i dunno wat
i m really sry
i really wish that it never happened
i really want u back to how u were before
i really wish that u would treat me like how u used to
i m so sry
i really want u back to how u were before
i m so sry
very sry
i just can't let go
im sry
sry

2009-08-25T20:51:00.002+08:00

muahahahahahahahaahhahahaha
i finally know my maths grades
hahaha
i got a...................
A2
hahaha....
finally loh
haha
when i got to know my grades i just
screamed
hahaha
then later the class
kana scolded by
mrs hooooooooooo
hahaha
i so bad...
gtg
bb

Grace :D

2009-08-18T19:17:00.002+08:00

damn sian loh
i already wrote on my blog
scram if u dun like me
but seems like some ppl dun understand eng loh
come on la
i know too many ppl which the same name loh
ai ya no time for those ppl
sian loh
i already damn fan le
still got ppl wanna extra
...
come ppl's blog still like that
stupid loh
...
nvm
today gotta rush out 2 powerpoints so no time
for those things loh
still got 1 more final 1
so very sian loh
idoitic
sian loh

2009-08-16T15:26:00.002+08:00

i would like to say sorry to aaron
sry
bout it ok to tell u the truth
i m kinda worred bout u
i just dunno y
n when i read the post on ur facebook
i totally freaked out
ok its the truth
n im really sry bout wat happened
pls i really regret it
i will not force u to reply me
pls be urself k
i know that others out there are reading but i dun care
n dun any other ppl who dunno the problem to come n confront me ok
*especially ............
u know who u r
so just stup up

grace

2009-07-29T21:57:00.001+08:00

i dunno wat got over me today
i think too stressed le
i m starting to hate pbl
haha
gtg
bb

grace

2009-07-26T14:08:00.002+08:00

this few days were really crazy
haha
lol
thursday got softball
then leg pain le
friday got ndp pratice
even more pain
saturday whole day out
haha
first got gb
then went for web
haha
cos got outreach
haha
i went on food trail
then went to watch the movie
at church
haha
the title was
'Back to the future'
lol
the movie
was quite nice loh
haha
lol
now my legs not so pain le
tmr got softball
haha
gtg
bb

grace

2009-07-19T21:16:00.002+08:00

yesterday......
during web i felt alive
but...
after web i felt like i was dead
now still not really feeling well
got a little headache
yesterday also got
.......
i still haven't done my hw
.......
at least pbl research is done
haha
its a load off my back
ok
now really sian
plus not really feeling well
it kind of sucks
ok
gtg
bb

grace

2009-07-17T21:27:00.002+08:00

today i very de sian loh
nothing much to do
very sian
i m trobled
but don't wanna talk about it
hopefully tmr can go web
now really very sian
i do pbl until very sian
cos did quite a lot of research
sent to teacher
..........
sian
today got no hw
then really nothing
to do
and now i also no xin qing to do loh
sian
and today met nic
at library
she and her friends were doing some puzzles
...........
helped them a bit
.........
sian
how i wish tmr got gb parade
if tmr can't go web
then really tai sian le
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sian
sian
sian
.............

gtg
bb

grace

2009-07-10T19:39:00.002+08:00

im starting the count down to gb day
haha
it is in like only
3 days
haha
ok lets talk about today
lol
today managed to meet lynn some more people
haha
can wake up ma
haha
today got to take home all the sch books
but i also nv take back
haha
..............
after school went to play badminton
haha
i play from 12.30 to 5.05
haha
now quite tired
haha
play with
wenqian, jin wen, vanessa n clara
haha
gtg
bb

grace

2009-07-05T14:56:00.002+08:00

haha
today youth day
tmr no need to go sch
hahax
today went to church
hahaz
met aunty angie
yay
haha
lol
then went to lot 1
for a while
at there
went walk a while
then went to the library
read a while
then went home
hahax
lol
gtg
bb

grace

2009-06-07T20:38:00.000+08:00

A few hours to my BIRTHDAY

yay
starting the count down
haha
now listening to music
haha
that day just returned from camp
4 june then returned from camp
haha
..........
went to 2 camps
haha
..............

the first one is gb's fun camp
yay
quite fun
ok la
hahax
29 may start
5pm got to report
then got to eat before report
then i dunno
then go school le then know ma
then went out of school with
royston
haha
...............
went to blk 163
to buy some french fries
to make do as dinner
haha
then he went back
and i made my way back to school
haha
i dun wanna go into details

then got mega camp
haha
sian sia
haha
only the cheering nice
*cheering competition
haha
crazy sia
haha
...........
even the blocks around the school
also can hear us cheering
from 9+ to 10+
haha
gtg
bb

Gr@cE

2009-05-26T09:32:00.002+08:00

today super duper sian loh
when take lrt that time lrt jam
sian loh
then i and a lot others all late
good thing i dun need to get late slip
super stupid sia
i now in school
4 e learning
haha
no lessons
haahhaha
.........
now so sian
muhahaha
goin to play le
bb
later then blog

Gr@cE

2009-05-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

today very the slack
haha
today went to bbp to walk walk
haha
went with my friends
haha
...........
nothing better to do
haha
my june are like super the gone le
got 2 camps
got to go to something for cca one
lol
then still got softball training
ahhhhhhhhh
si le
hahaz
....................
now listening to song
.................
tmr got e learning day
gtg
bb

grace

2009-05-17T16:18:00.002+08:00

tomorrow got art exam
its the last paper
yay!!!!!
haha
i still have not done the preparations for it
haha
i m in hot soup
haha
sian sia
nothing to do
but.......
don't feel like doing art exam's work
haha
..........
sian
i think i falling sick
haha
the place near my waist is like
ouch
haha
pain
hahax
might have hit until ba
..........
so sian
haha
good thing art don't need to revise
haha
lol
gtg
bb

grace

2009-05-12T16:06:00.003+08:00

i really feel very the
nvm i don't know how to describe it
i don't feel good
i feel kind of bad
maybe it is that the exams are starting again
today i had class photo taking
it was ok
we skipped some of the maths lesson
that was great
i have really lost interest in maths.
i am trying to continue to stay forcus
it is really very 'fan''
what to do
haha
today there was supposed to have a.c.t
then it was cancelled
haha
but i really wanted to have science a.c.t
haha
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
very sian

today there was a fight in class
okay that was really
omg
this following withbe from wat i know ok
at first,
'i' wanted to push 'z'
then when he pushed it hit 'gz'
and 'gz' hit until 'jq'
and she fell and hit her neck or somewhere there
then in the process,
'z' hurt somewhere private (OMG)
then sometime then
'gz' not happy n that was how the fight begun
he went over to make 'z'
then they fought all the way out of the classroom
then the teachers came ok
haha
gtg
bb

grace

2009-05-02T13:11:00.003+08:00

ok
lets look on the brighter side
to those people who think that i would immediately flar up
it is true
especially when im not in a good mood
ok
i admit it
but i am already trying hard to control my temper
ok
hahahaha
ok give me time
and........
u will see a change
a really huge change
i don't have time to care about those remarks
although it bugs me
haha
i just gotta
focus on the
up coming exams
thats all i have to say
gtg and study 4 the tests
bb

grace

2009-04-29T20:59:00.002+08:00

today is quite bad
i didn't really have a good day
had some things
it totally destroyed my mood for the whole day
so im trying to relax a bit
and listen to music
hope it helps
so sian
i woke up today
and i felt like
super cold
at that time i already knew that something is surely going to happen
and it was real true
i wasn't really feeling well
today is worst then yesterday
yesterday i still could stay awake
...........
today i kept feeling uncomfortable
i was really tired
i fell asleep for a while during
d & t,
mt,
and other lessons
i was really tired
then i ate lunch at around 3+pm
very sian
i don't feel good
can someone pls lend me a listening ear
pls
help me
i went to lot 1
to the library
to get some air con
and i went to find book
then after i read for a while,
i fell asleep
i was really really tired
tmr i still have to stay in sch until
8+pm or 9+pm
so sian
i don't like staying back
i am really tired
i really very fan
very very the fan
sch really sucks
i can't take it
gtg
bb

frustrated and sad
grace

2009-04-24T19:35:00.002+08:00

i today super duper de
SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
slept at around 2am
and i only completed 1 durian
haha
sian loh
i really thought that i would sleep in class
haha
.................
sian today no maths
if got maths
i surely will sleep in class one loh
lol
i still haven't do finish my maths hw
and
i still have to do another 4 more durians
today during art period i did one durian
haha
i love science
haha
lol
then the headache started
then
went for recess
then met someone
then somethings happened
all i wanted to do was to wasto munch on something
is it so difficult?
in the end couldn't even buy something to eat
shit ok
idoitic ok
and that person
u should know who u r
pls don't come up and say me or on my tagboard ok

gtg
bb

grace

2009-04-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

today,
i m super duper sian
i dun feel like doing anything
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i until now still haven't do finish my hw
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhaahz
got science, maths....
still got to prepare props
as in
i got to do durians
haha
so sian sia
helppppppppppp
hahha
........
gtg
got to go do the work le
bb

grace

2009-04-18T17:32:00.002+08:00

haha
today went for gb parade
hahax
study parade actually
............
so went to school
at bp lrt
met amy
she was waiting for angie
hahahax
then wait with her for a while then,
met pearl (senior)
then i pei her walk over to may springs condo
there i met jonanna and bee kun
so.......
i stayed down there and chatted with them
haha
lol
we were waiting for wan yi
then when she came then we went to school
haha
..................
when we reached the school i realized that most of the sec 1s
were wearing company tee
but all most all of the seniors were wearing national tee
so it was quite werid
haha
then roll call
combined with bb
it was super werid
hahaz
i was like sweating like crazy loh
and somemore
my nose was like super itchy
so it was super like wat loh
hahax
actually,
i hear the command right i also blur blur one
hahahaaaaaaaaaa
then all i did was to remember wat clara once told me
that a word that meant for all in malay
then i did it loh
lol
hahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
after that,
we went for singing
then after that
it was study time
so sian sia
.................
at first it was ok one
then after a while
i became like super restless
hahax
nine thirty am
we started the revision
.........
then i did my science hw
hahaha
wow i quite a lot of questions also dunno
lol
ten around 11am break
then down there eat loh
before that i also got secretly eat la
hahaha
...............
tomorrow i got to go and attend my primary school
enrolment
haha
i got to wear full uniform
haha
sian sia
lol
sian tmr got to wake up early haha
gtg
bb

grace

2009-04-17T19:56:00.002+08:00

today no school
so.........
stay at home and laze
haha
lol
............
so sian
hahaz
haiz
nothing to do
...........
my eyes are ok
my dad put a coat of zam bug(a cream)
and after a while it fell off
and the lump felt so so so soft
hahax
:p
today also watch some drama
haha
.................

gtg
bb

grace

2009-04-16T16:35:00.002+08:00

today is ok
my eyes still hurt
i went to see the doctor
around 2 days ago
haha
the doc said that it might
be infection
or
allergy
or what so ever
haha
...............
sian sia
tomorrow
no school
yay!!!!!!!!!!
hahaa
.................
got hw
so sad sia
hahaz

gtg
bb

grace

2009-04-09T19:49:00.002+08:00

hahaz
today got pe
i ran 2.4km
nearly fail
the passing time is 18.40min
and guess what i got
......................
let u guess haha
............
tell ur next time
haha
...................
today got homework
haha
maths and science
maths done
science half done
haha
...............
i m so sian
haha
...........
...............
...................
......................
..........................
..............................
..................................
......................................
..........................................
hahaz
tmr good friday
no need to go school
haha
can relax
.................
gtg
bb

grace

2009-04-04T22:37:00.003+08:00

i can't stand it anymore
yesterday it was gao zhen
ok i try to tolerate
today is
many others
wat do u all mean
this is very irritating ok
i really cannot stand it anymore
y do u all have to push all the blame on me
wat did i do to make u
i say it once more
I DID NOT PUSH WEN QIAN ok
enough of that ok
do u all think that i like to be scolded?
do u all think that i don't have pride, dignity
i do have it ok
this is really too much and
if u really don't like me just tell me
straight in the face ok
enough is enough
and anybody
can u tell me wat did i do to u
just tell me
i can't stand it anymore
this is really
i really can't stand it already
is it really so hard just trying to find a friend?
i m already trying very hard to change myself
i try not to be so crazy
i try to pls u people
can u all tell me wat do u want from me
just tell me la
y does this always happen
i can't take it anymore
do u really think that i pushed her
if u think so can u tell me wat do i have to gain?
just tell me
i really can't take it anymore
pls somebody
HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really can't take it
it is too hurting
those who have hurt me pls think
about it ok
enough

grace

2009-03-28T17:34:00.002+08:00

yesterday (27/3)
i went for the cross country at chinese garden
girls had to run 3.4km
and boys had to run 4.4km
haha
i made it!!!
all thanks to my friend
she pulled me all the way
when i really could not move already
she held me by my hand and pulled me
it is so touching
i am so thaankful to her
and wat she did to help me
haha
as we were running,
we were buff by some guys cos
they said that there was only 100m left
haha
but i found it pretty encouraging
haha
............
as we were running we asked a auntie
around how many girls went past us already
and at first she said 30+
and our hearts sank
then she said a no around 20 only
we just chong all the way
haha
...........
i got the 23rd
haha
better then nothing
.........
haha
i got a medal
hahaha
............
hahaz
very the tiring
............
very unexpected to get the medal
cos i walked aroung 50+% of the way
haha
very sian
.............

today went to school
for gb
then tmr got e&d
today practise
haha
i was late
haha
woke up late
then
i thought today got test but in the end don't have
haha
................
so sian
gtg
bb

grace

2009-03-18T19:49:00.002+08:00

that day came home from camp(16/3)
very fun
hahax

Day 1
went to school but could not find my company tee
then went to school in pe tee
when i reached school
realised that
I DIDN'T BRING MY SLIPPERS
then i took a lrt home
took thee slippers then bought some sweets
went to school
reached school at 5.02pm
went to canteen
they said sec1 assemble at concourse
i ran up then they told me to go and get my bag
spot check
go to bunk
clean up
play games
eat dinner
play games
..........
go sleep
slept soundly
tessa and wen qian told me that i snored
hahaz
.................

Day 2
woke up at 6+
prepared to go to for breakfast
fall in
eat breakfast :)
fall in
went to watch drill competition
was there until 5+ 6
the girls got bronze
they cried and made me cry
then tessa said to me when i went over to her side
she said that
they crying why i go over and make them cry even more
woah that really hurt my feelings
i was conforting them la
she like that say
sad sia
...........
on the way to school
i cried
.........
and somemore things
.........................
then eat dinner
then sian la
do somethings then went to bed

Day 3
woke up at 8+
wash up
went for breakfast
then do things
went to church
then they talk
until i want to sleep
i drew on the paper that they gave us
hahax
it rained
went back to school
played treasure hunt
then play water games
then bathe
then eat dinner
+chocalate fondue
then
plan for talent night
then my group perform little nyona
then
celebrate shi ting's birthday
then eat some buns
then
went to sleep

Day 4
woke up at 8+
eat breakfast
area cleaning
then pack bag
then fall in
then
break camp

that's all i want to say now
so
tataa
bb

grace

2009-03-11T18:46:00.002+08:00

i today very sian
nothing to do
mum and sisters went out eat dinner without me
i have to go and eat alone later
so sad
nobody pei wo
i
m
very
sian
..................
trying to kill time now
........
so sian
nothing to do
yesterddauy night had a quarrel with elder sis
at around 1+
she still don't let me sleep
but i somehow
sneaked in and slept
haha
..........
so happy that i going to camp soon
gtg
bb

grace

2009-03-10T22:07:00.010+08:00

yesterday,

I carried a girl who was around the same weight as me hahahaz
for my softball trainingthis are some of my softball seniors + coach
haha

haha

............

gtg

grace

2009-03-02T19:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Lynn's birthday
haha
................
today things did not go out right
woke up at 6.40am
rushed everything
then reached scchool
good thing i was not late
then got 2 periods of literture lesson
then got 1 period of science
then 2 period of p.e
then recess
after the recess
then got 2 periods of maths
then school ends
..............
very boring rights
i know

today,
i had an argument with that
SUPER IRRITATING IDOITIC
TAN GAO ZHEN
he justs keeps getting on my nerves
it is so damn irrritating
i just cannot staand his attitude and nonsense
it is killing me
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
he scolded me
and even insulted me
i don't wish to tell about wat he said
i m still going to tell to tolerate that

gtg
bb

grace

2009-02-28T19:07:00.002+08:00

today 's entry is one week after the last one
hhaa
things were really very busy
haha
got softball training ,
gb,
drama lesson by the school
haha
so sian
hahaz
next week got training
for softball i mean
but fun
haha
....
so sian
haha
nothing to do
hahax
gtg
bb

grace ho :)

2009-02-21T23:26:00.001+08:00

i feel so tired
haha
having my common test week
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
got to study
wahhhhhhhhhh
so sad sia
gtg

bb

grace

2009-02-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

today got
class commite meeting
it really sucks
haha
.................
mdm devi
(my cc)
wanted the meeting to be held today
than all my plans busted
wat the
then after that
then............
got to go for softballl training
haha
.................
2pm all the way to 5+
then i reached home at
5.56pm
very sian sia
haha
today did not go fetch my sis
i was too tired
hahaa
.......................
watched tv
then bathed
then ate dinner
then............
hahahahaahahahaha
................
so sian
haha
gtg
so.............
goodbye
haha

grace

2009-02-05T17:46:00.002+08:00

today..........

wake up

go take lrt

walk up the road

reach school

then nearly went to the wrong place to assemble

haha

..............

tmr cca start

gtg

bb

grace

2009-01-31T19:22:00.002+08:00

so sian
monday got history test
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
it really sucks man
hahaz
got homework
still don't wanna do yet
haha
..........................
so sian
today went visting again
haha
...................
so sian
gtg
bb

grace

2009-01-18T17:35:00.000+08:00

today is really
very sian
woke up at 9am
haha
went to church
helped out here and there
hahaa
arranged some name tags
.....................
then went down
to JD room
found elther there
talked with her
then went down
haha
...........
nothing much to do ma
hahax
:)
then after that,
on the way home,
bought potatoes
for dinner
and then when
reached home
sat around
and
slack
haha
...........
:P
then after that,
started clearing up
the home
haha
diaoz rightz
haha
................
i still have to do homework
HAHA
^_^
gtg
bb

grace

2009-01-16T19:34:00.002+08:00

haha
today my teacher again give homework
hahax
sian sia
...............
miss tan wanted to see
the class
chairman,
vice chairman,
sectery and
welfare chairman
so..........
i went for the talk la
haha
.................
then,
later got to know that i.........
got into...........
softball
haha
.............
tomorrow,
got welcome party
haha
...........
most likely going
.............
nothing to write le
haha
so...........
bb

grace

2009-01-15T20:09:00.002+08:00

haha
so sian
today again got homework
...........
hahaz
did not get into shooting
but i had fun
so it is a new experience
haha
gtg
got to do homework le
..................
bb

grace

2009-01-11T15:30:00.001+08:00

so sian

got homework

haven do finished yet

haha

.............

later then do

hahax

so sian

gtg

bb

grace

2009-01-04T17:42:00.002+08:00

haha
today quite sian sia
went to church
so few of my church jd group people go
we played.........
bingo,
sang some
silly songs
and then
auntie irene
talked more about jd
.................
so sian sia
hahaz
tmr
again got sch
sian sian sian
hating it
haha
..........
gtg
bb

grace

2009-01-02T16:11:00.002+08:00

today like...........

so damn boring sia

..............

damn boring

i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so sian

it really sucks sia

i very sian

gtg

bb

grace

2009-01-01T12:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR
evcerybody
haha
there are so many things to do
now..................
haha
so sian
tomorrow.......................................
school reopening sia
so damn sian
so tiring
most likely cannot wake up one
haha
hahaz
hahaax
gtg
bb

grace

2008-12-31T11:18:00.002+08:00

time passes so fast
today is already new years eve
haha
so sian
hahaz
got mine school books yesterday
*sch uniform
haha
so heavy
............
5 bags of books
haha
so.....................................
sian
my sis sick
haha
fever and la du zi
haha
so sian
gtg
bb

grace

2008-12-28T15:32:00.002+08:00

today,
went to church
saw the twins n got christmas presents
hahax
then went to eat lunch at lot1
then went home
knocked onto the wall
pain sia
hahaz
now blue black
haha
now listening to music
hahax
so sian sia
nothing to do
gtg
bb

grace

2008-12-25T11:23:00.002+08:00

hahaz
today is christmas
so.........
i would like to wish everyone a
MERRY CHRISTMAS
hahax
i still a little sian hahaz
later maybe eating
depannaki at home
hahax
very diaoz right
hahax
later goin out
hahax
not funny right
............
i nothing to do
hahax
: )
i have to go
so...........
bb

grace

2008-12-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

now i wanna talk about yessterday
wen to thre school
damn boring
stupid speech
so damn boring la
after that
went home
hahaz
my school so damn close to
bukit panjang shopping mall
hahaz
went swimming with my family members
except my dad
hahax
after that went to lot 1
i totally slipped and.........
fell down
sian sia
now about today
went to my granny's house
hahaz
it was quite boring
talk a bit
then,
watched tv for 75%
of the time i was there
hahaz
after that,
played a while
at the plyground
then went to buy dinner
then
went home
watched tv again
hahax
so sian
now i wanna sleep dun wanna sleep one leh
so damn sian sia
gtg
bb

grace