Tuesday, December 06, 2011
@ 6:37 PM
things have been so hot and cold between us tats so hard to talk to u..
honestly, i miss the old you but there's really nothing i can do..
you didn't even come over to show any concern when i injured myself yesterday..
kinda sad and dissappointed la.. honestly speaking..
are you trying to make me give up on u?
cos i really do feel like letting go..
you've hurt me like tons of times.. tat i dun even noe wat to do now..
feel damn disheartened..
but still thank God for providing me wif ppl to cheer, lead, listen and talk to.. :)
really wanna run and hide nowadays..
i just keep thinking bout u and its killing me to know tat things will nvr feel nor be the same..
i miss you..
but whenever i miss you, i'll look at the sky and rmb tat no matter wat happens, u're still under the same sky and breathe the same air..
sighs.. i wanna see u!!
i miss talking to u all day like almost non-stop..
and all those late nite chats..
pei~ing me till i finish my work like damn late at nite..
comforting me whenever i'm sad and making me laugh at the most ridicious stuffs..
sighs..
all those feelings are killing and eating me..
you dun see my heart crying on the inside..
i may not be the prettiest, nicest, but i'm willing to be there to listen and give you the love and attention you've always wanted.
whenever i wanna give up, i'll always rmb why i've held on for so long..
so stop hurting me and come back to me..
i'll wait..
text me..
talk to me..
but dun make me wait for too long.. i'm scared i'll die on the inside..
Where are you when I needed you most? ♥