Monday, April 11, 2011
@ 9:58 PM
shit la! my phone kana confiscated,sim card's missing no spare phone argh! this is stupid! haiz...could it really have something to do wif ta thing? i really wonder...things are happening...especially bad ones... haiz...i really hope tat nothing bad will happen liao... haiz sometimes, its not i dun wanna tell u but its just tat im scared tat ur response would be cold... haiz...it sux to be misunderstood... at first, i felt really confused especially wif all those stuffs tat were happening in my life...i sometimes wonder to myself if those people are gonna stick wif me even when times are bad or will run away n leave me abandoned, feeling all alone but i still can't figure things out cos u guys have been giving me the hot n cold treatment...haiz...im really praying hard lorh...tat god will show me the choice to take whether or not i should continue to press on...haiz...i really dk... really felt tat the sermon on 9/4/11, was god who was speaking to me...telling my tat i've been decceived by the devil...tat i needed to get rid of...haiz...i dun mind sharing this, lol i laid before the alter, my ezlink which is meant to represent my identity the rest of the info is kinda private so not gonna share bout it here...but if u wanna noe, n i feel like its ok if u noe, i'll tell u...lol haha... :P super thankful to noe joanna :) she's so sweet n nice! glad tat i shared wif her...free so much more relaxed after the 'date' lol haha nick dun jealous kays! ahahaaa :D okays...gotta go...byes~
Where are you when I needed you most? ♥